Friday, December 23, 2005

Christmas eve

圣诞歌的旋律,从隔壁房里传了过来。有些人唱得轻快,有些人唱的悲哀,有些人却又唱得格外优美,仿佛是不属于这世界的音乐一般。今天是圣诞前夕,热带的国度里,没有白雪,却下起了纷纷细雨。

播完一首首圣诞歌之后,胸天平的声音从那白墙的另一端飘进了我的房里。 “流浪流浪。。。” 忘却已久的梦想,再度走进已经放松的心。思绪开始随着那熟悉的歌声,越来越混乱。让人悸动的那两个字久久绕梁不走,我越是忽略,越是忍耐,它却越把我的心卷得更紧。开始有一点慌张,开始坐不定。突然觉得,我该做些什么。突然觉得,生命短暂的让人措手不及。突然觉得,我早已漂向那被乌云遮蔽的天。

在忙碌的一天天里,要忘记我最想要的东西,有多么的容易。要持续的,不再想起它,也不是很难。但那最想要的东西,它不会就此消失。它不像从天而降的雨,不伸手去捞上一两滴,便会渗进土里,销声匿迹。它乘这寂寞的季节,乘一切都沉浸在欢愉里时,把我轻轻唤醒,告诉我,我要往哪里。

Thursday, December 22, 2005

The escape from dinosaur island

I wouldn't want to be human, if it means being selfish and ignorant. Those men looking down at the massive corpse, saying "It knows nothin, it's just an animal" doesn't understand what makes a human human. They don't know the beauty of defending something that is dear by giving up your own life. They see the rampage created by the beast in the seek of Ann as an act of violence and savage. And they try to understand something deep with a shallow mind.

I always felt that we are no more wiser than the creatures in the wild when it comes to love and trust. And now I witnessed this with my own eyes. The movie was just a fiction, but the boundry of humanity was so truly portrayed that given King Kong exists, I believe that the same scenario will most probably take place in real life.

I was so overwhelmed that I started crying since King Kong was lured into the trap set in the island, when he was shot with huge hooks, until the very end of the movie, when two pairs of curious eyes watched me as we descended from the seats to the stairway leading out of the cinema. I kept my head as low as possible. If I wasn't so tired from the efforts of letting out all those emotions as silent tears, I would have told those two workers that I'm not crying because of the tragedized love story between King Kong and Ann. It was something more, or in another sense, something less...

He cuddled my head in his hands as if he's holding a mushy cream puff. He didn't said that I was overeacting, nor did he scorn my ourburst. He just said to me queitly, calmly, like a breeze trying to smooth the sands washed into wrinkles by the waves, "forget about the second half, the story just ended when they took Ann away in two small boats and left King Kong behind... We didn't watch King Kong today, we watched the Escape from Dinosaur Island, ok dear? It's just the Escape from Dinosaur Island..."

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