Beware! This is a fake! But our dear Ayam really made an effort to put in the details :D 

9th Mar CLND performance... where am I? 

Tell me that you care...

had the saddest lecture today ~~ conservational biology...

has anyone know, that the passenger pigeon, a bird that flocked in 2 billion in the early 1900 and eclipsed the sky wherever they went, were extinct in just a few decades? why? --because of excessive hunting of the pigeon and collecting of the egg.

has anyone know, that the cream great squirrel in singapore is now down to an "adam and eve" issue? (just 2 left, actually nobody knows whether it's a adam & eve, adam & adam, or eve & eve problem!) why? because the rapid lost of habitate.

has anyone know, that the project tiger, an international collaboration that spent 3 million dollars in the 1980s screwed up from 3000 tigers to a pathetic number of 20? why? because of the sudden change in the political world.

and the leather turtle, and the heath chicken, and the rhinos, and many many more...

it feels so hopeless looking at the pictures of the near extinct, displayed one by one in front of us, knowing that those species don't stand a bright chance to survive because the gene pool is insustainable. it feels so helpless that we haven't done enough to barely change anyting. it is so shocking that there are still so many people who think that it's not a big deal... tell me the truth, do you?

i won't go through the old story that the flora and fauna diversity in the world is a priceless gift for us. or nagging on about how selfish and distructive man have been. you've probably heard about it tons and tons of time. but, please believe me, the only reason that nobody is panic now is because nobody knows enough to be, or should i say, we all choose to turn a deaf ear just to continue to live in our comfort zone... i won't say much, there's nothing left to say. it's all our choice, to continue like this, and in the future we shall bear the consequences together!

the light i see is in the efforts of hundreds around the world, trying to fight against the remain billions, trying to educate and to reinforce , striving to make sure that we have a... not to say better, but "not that bad" future. the light i see, is from knowing that i can make a difference, no matter how small it may seem. the light i see, is dim, but is bright enough to guide me on my way...

i want to be a conservational biologist...

I love daisies!

Somewhere over the rainbow, blue birds fly... birds fly over the rainbow, why, oh why can't I...

Just finished watching "You've got mail", my usual friday movie. Was really into the movie for a full 2 and a half hours, as if I myself was going through everything Catherine Kelly faced... the movie caught my attention whithin a few minutes, by the simple words that Catherine mentioned in her mail... "Sometimes i just don't hear the sound of New York, i just hear the beating of my heart." People do have that kind of experience, one time or another. Some like it, some just simply don't notice the beauty of merely listening to yourself, humming out your favourite tune... I love it, especially if it's in the afternoon, and sometimes I even wanted it badly. And when it finally comes, I will be overwhelmed with the complete feeling of contentment... staring out into the wide blue sky (btw, i have a nice view of it from my room), or just simply looking at the little plants at my bedside, trying to figure out what are they thinking...

So it is, a simple portray of New York life, where I can find traces of mine in it... it's hard to come across somebody who hasn't watched it (like me, but now not anymore), so if you haven't, please do... you may not share the same thoughts with me after the movie, but I do hope that you can share the happiness that I'm enjoying now... :D

What the heck!!!

ARGGGHHHH!

This is a very frustrating problem. I'm seriously challenged!! Everytime i wanted to talk, she'll just cut me off in the middle of my sentence. Everything i wanted to say seemed inferior to her own thoughts. Every effort i did was rushed to th drain because her ideas seemed to be better!! What is this??!! I still have to stick to the group for one more semester and there is no way effective mental exchange is going to take place if she keeps imposing her stand onto me!!

Maybe i'm taking it too personally. Maybe i think too much... but i'm really afraid that one day i just couldn't take it anymore and shout out to her: "Can u shut up and listen to me??!!" I won't want to do that, but considering the fury i feel everytime i try to discuss something with her, this tend to happen in the near future. However, after the anger succumb, and i'm back to my old self, things don't seem so bad anymore... she's still the confident and respectable girl that i admired since the first day of lesson. Ah... it's like i'm playing a two face with her (although i'm sure she barely feels anything).

frens ,frens, help me on this... give me just one sentence that can keep my head cool and i'll be forever grateful to u!! muacks!!

Indie Babie and I 

Sun as it is...

YIPEEEEEE !!!!

My first ever ever ever blog!! muahahahaha! At least now i'm "on" with the trend. But it's more than being "on" to me. Always wanted one. I think it's like those thing that u've always wanted but never find the time or mood to get it done... Don't ask me what's so special about today, cuz it is not special at all!! Just those good old days (good in the sense of NUS life) when u finish class and come back to ur room, feeling blissfully happy, and u can finally sit down and look around. So here it is, presenting to u ~~ " In Search Of The Sun"!!

Now, let me see... should i start with talking about my day?? Hehe, stupid me, that's what a blog is all about right? (forgive me for acting naive! :P) Anyway, today seems like a dashing fruit cocktail~~ a beautiful mixture of moods: tension from the CA, frustration from biodiversity practical, joy from the compliment i got from my sps mentor, and the helplessness about a unidentified problem... it's been a norm of the everyday life in NUS. It's hard to have a day which u feel completely happy or desperately sad. Guess it is better like this, should appreciate it more. At least the day won't be monotonous, always with surprises, good or bad, just waiting for me around the corner.

This first post is suppose to be a surprise for a friend, hope it adds a new flavour to the day!